boys

yes i know the topic of this entry is petty and sereotypical, and you've probably been excpecting it, but i have to write about it. You see i go to an all girls school, this i beleiev has made me socially retarded when it comes to boys. What i sont get is how you meet them in the first place, many people know boys from hebrew school or sunday school, but im not jewish and all the kids from my sunday school live 30 min from me and none of them are nice. i dont know what these people do to meet them. then  after you have met them, what do you say, obviously ur not gonna have the same interests, and if you meet them at a dance its literally impossible to talk, and the worst part is when you know who they are but the dont know who you are and its really awkward cuz u say hi, and they look at you like huh. and then theers the whole business of asking numbers, and certain advice giver, keeps telling me i should wait for the boy to ask, so i do, and they never do. i only have one guys number in my phone because my friend needed to remembber it and she didnt have her phone and i had mine so she plugged it into mine, and i never got a round to deleteing it. the other thing is, im the type of person that when i feel that my coolness is being threatened or you  think im weird clams up and cant say anything, all the creativity to make jokes suddenly disappears, and my tone of voice gets weird to. its not only with boys but with other girls that are on teh mean side. and then the big thing i dont get is why people invite groups of boys and girls over to their houses to hang out, i mean i almost never have my best friends over to begin with, so how am i gonna invite someone i barely know??? and even if i do know them wouldnt it be awkward, so ya i guess im an awkward person when im put out of my element. thats basically all i can say for today, the spawn of this post wast that i keep seeing these people post stuff on fb like "just got back from persoin1's house with person 2 sooo much fun heart heart" so ya thats it for now
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